Its been a while! Wow! Its just that I would rather be fishing or doing something outside than banging away on a key board!

I got B's. and C's, and yes unfotunatley for somereason that I do not understand why I got a D in poster! I thought about taking it again, but why bother! I put allot of work into it it seems for almost nothing!

I guess that We are all capable of being more succesful in the things we do, but what I believ to be most important is How important to you are those things! its all about what you want, and what you need! If you need something you see to it that it becomes a part of your life. Its survival! When  you want something you hope that its what God wants first of all, and depending on how bad you want it you make it a part of your life to some degree or another. Thatshow I feel about design. I love it! but is it to the highest degree what I want in my life? We'll say 50/50. In other words I guess Its up to my to decide that!

 

Claire, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for standing by me throught thick, and Thin! and for all of the many many nights your prayed with me! This is how I know I am 100% sure that to the world you maybe just another girl, but to me baby you are the world!  :)

shoobee doop wop doop!
we got our butts kicked at applebees tonight!
I had to close tonight, and I put in like 22 hours! I even worked overtime! Time and a half!
All this just to pay for a $385 dollar timing belt on my car, and I ask myself, is it worth all the work?

Well truthfully all of the work that I have been doing is really nothing at all! There is a guy there named JB who says that he used to work like 20 hours sleep for like 4 and then go back and do it all again! now I believe in hardwork, but what kind of life is that to lead. I guess there is a balance to everything!
I look at all the memories that I had in my car, and all the places that I have been in it, and especially the times shared with my girlfriend, and I know that that little white Volkswagen is more than worth the $150 I spend everymonth!

The Steelers play tommorow! God bless them! They are going to need it! I believe that they will have a few tricks up there sleeve, and that if they can put the pressure on manning, and keep him out of his rythm they will have the game. Everyone is healthy this time, especially Rothelsberger! Go Steelers!

Well off to bed! big day tommorow! Everyday should be a big day! A day that should be lived as if it were your last, because you never know when it is! Love others! cherish your relationships, and if you have someone special that loves you! hold on to that person with all your heart, because good love is ard to find! How do you know when you got it? because they will make you believe in a higher power. In a creator, in a God who loves! ,and you will wish to share that love for our creator with that person!